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Monday, August 23, 2004
I just thought...
I just thought.. you would maybe understand my thinking. But i guess not. I don't wish you to have my thinking.. i just need your understanding. Its ok. Just hope you're feeling better now. I know it's hard to stand up again but you must ok? Be happy from now alright? I'm not worth. You'll find a much better girl. But remember to keep our happy memories ah. Hee. Friends now? [don't forget your promise to me..]
Posted at 8/23/2004 3:30:30 pm by Missme
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
Signs i can't read.
You get angry and just leave without a word. Instantaneously tears well up and fall. What does it mean? Why is this happening? Did i make a mistake. Was it me. I know i'll never be forgiven... But can't we be friends? Why must you do this? You promised...
Why can't i have a best friend. I need friends too. I can't close myself up. I really can't. No matter how hard i try i just can't ok. I know you're really sensitive in these issues. But how? It's because we can't compromise that's why i gave up ok. I just don't know what to do anymore.... think about it...
Posted at 8/18/2004 8:49:35 pm by Missme
Saturday, August 07, 2004
Look what you've done.
Wonderful piece by jet. Listen and sink yourself into the sweet sound.
*Solo serenade by the pianoo~*
Take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing for you,
Cause all there's left has gone away and there's nothing there for you to prove,
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone,
Oh well, it seemed like such fun until you lose what you had won
Ooh oo
Give me back my point of view 'cause I just can't think for you,
I can hardly hear you say, what should I do? Well you choose
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone,
Oh well, it seems like such fun until you lose what you had won,
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone,
A fool of everyone
Take my photo of the wall if it just won't sing for you,
'Cause all that's left has gone away and there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone,
Oh well, it seems like such fun until you lose what you had won,
Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone,
A fool of everyone
Posted at 8/7/2004 12:27:55 pm by Missme
Friday, July 16, 2004
How small is this world?
A friday night. Everyone is partying out there. I'm here. Just got back from the training. Just got to get back into shape in time for my examintation and an up coming tournament, the nationals. Well, still at the fork of the road. Either i lighten to get into bantam category or esle i can just remain and stay in light weight. Or i shall gain weight and get into feather category. Depends. Just found out how amazingly cute my dear dear is. Check out my wall paper some time. Photogenic him. i think i better stop. It's getting hot. Got to go to bed already. Missing my dear a lot. And sis. haven't talk to her for long. Alright. bed time. Nites. Muack. Mc, out.
Posted at 7/16/2004 11:15:12 pm by Missme
Sunday, July 11, 2004
Happy ah gong day!
Heehe. Today is my dear ah gong birthday. He's getting older but still as handsome as last year. Don't you just agree? Well, my ah gong had a bbq at a pit near his house. As a matter of fact, it's really close. Like just downstairs. Ate quite a lot too. Many peeps were present. Although we[me,xs,van,ade and my dear dear] arrived around 8. considerably late. There weren't many there yet. But the crowd soon grew as night fall deeper. The stars were beautiful. Just in the sky. Contrasting so well with the dark sky. The stars were beautiful. Did i mention that? i did. heehe. Just shimmering. Loved it. Well, it was not bad. Neither was it wonderful. Did some pic taking with me two duds. Xs and ade. Well, will get it from van soon. Heehe. Nice. Cos of me. Oh! Saw my great-grandma and great-grandpa too. Amazing folks. Did all the cooking. Salutes to my two great-grandparents! Left around 11. With no one but my dearest dear. Heehe. Took a walk to the mrt station. Just the two of us. Walking hand in hand. Towards.... mrt station la. Heehe. Alright la. Wished my ah gong a blissful day ahead. And to my swit dear, niteys. Muack! Mc, out for the night.
Posted at 7/11/2004 12:19:37 am by Missme
Sunday, June 27, 2004
Blinded.
I'm still mulling over what i want to say. But nothing, not even a faint curve of a letter, is settling in front of me. I'm just stuck.
I wish to say sorry for today. I had to rush home and i couldn't have you to my house. It was a last minute call from my mother this morning. Just to let know you if you're the least bit bothered to hear me out.
What you wish to say shouldn't be kept within. Rant at me. Problems can be shared. I'm more than willing to ponder over it with you. Even if i can't make you happy, i'll gladly dust my shoulder for you.
For now, i shall leave you alone and not irritate you no more. Tell me if you are alright with speaking to me again. I'll wait. Mc, out.
Posted at 6/27/2004 11:22:12 pm by Missme
Pick me up.
I am who i am. And because of this i'm shredding your heart. Though you keep silent, your every move and word just spells it out. I'm trying. I really am. But somehow it just ain't going your way. I'm really sorry. I know apologies you don't accept. But i can't find the steering wheel. Things just don't go your way always. Sometimes it goes my way. Damn. fcuking computer. I ain't bumming around no more. i'm off to bed. Whatever you may think. Just turn it out good tmrw. Love ya... Mc, out!
Posted at 6/27/2004 3:49:53 am by Missme
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
Lost.
Suffering. Every morning i turn my head and i see the image of you smiling at me. How i wish that was reality. I know you'll be coming back soon. But soon just ain't soon enough. Waiting. Agonized. Didn't receive a note from you yesterday night. Kind of disappointed. But you have your limits. Just safely return alright.
Spent the whole morning wrapping the traditional dumplings for the one and only dumplings festival, which i guess is tomorrow. After all that hard work, i had a taste of my sweat. Mmm. I'm just loving it. Hee. Simply good. My face just shone with ecstasy. All right, you're watering at the mouth already. Better desist. Hee. Going to turn in now. My cosy haven is awaiting. Sleep tight. Love you. Muacks. Mc, out but in, bed.
Posted at 6/22/2004 4:15:40 am by Missme
Saturday, June 19, 2004
Innerchild and gigs. connection?
Good afternoon! Not gooood at all. Still missing you terribly. Just came finish my bath and lunch. Wondering what you're up to?
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My inner child is six years old!
Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole big world out there to do it in. Just so long as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my three best friends with me, of course. |
Just did this. Fun ah. I have an inner child, who's six. Woahhh. Ain't she just young. But this does not mean i'm childish ah. Just goes to show how innocent I am. *Grins* Going to change and get to yishun to meet up with vijaya. Going for a gig. This Bands performance cum concert thingy. Heeehe. But i'll still miss you. Badly. well, Running late. Got to go now. Love you lots. Mc, out!
Posted at 6/19/2004 6:58:48 pm by Missme
Am i missing?
You've just left and already i am so doleful. Counting the days till you'll be back but the numbers just seem so hard to decipher. Time is just freezing each time i turn and look. I never knew missing someone could be so bad. Tears just seem to well up and soon you'll find yourself looking down at your reflection in a puddle of fear and longing. Hurry home aight. I don't know how long i can last. Missing you. Badly. Love ya lots. Mc, out.
Posted at 6/19/2004 4:13:58 am by Missme
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